QT: Against My Will

152 3.14.57 – Ho Ho Ho – Downfall of Humanity

Bing Shi sighed, she could read his face like an open book, she walked towards Ziek, “Do you want to be free from me? I can make you dislike me.”

“I don’t need your pity,” Ziek stared back at her. “I just want to have fun.” He lifted Yi Zen with his power and moved him far away from them.

Bing Shi covered them with a barrier; all Fu Lian could see was a black bubble. Bing Shi whispered to his ears, “Boy, don’t take me for a good girl. I’m far from clean. I had loads of dirty sex with him. So why don’t you find a good girl and give up?”

Ziek gritted his teeth, “Shut up. I’m not here to listen to that bullshit. Dislike you? I fucking tried for half a year!”

“You know all of that, and you still like me?” asked Bing Shi in helplessness, “There’s no future between us. Why so stubborn?”

“What future?!” Ziek refused to listen, her words were crushing his heart, “Your fucking boyfriend is dead! And his fucking shark is probably dead too!”

Bing Shi’s body trembled, “What did you say? What shark? Do you remember something?”

“Fuck you!” Ziek shouted at her, “You fucked up everything-...” He felt his lips being covered with her soft little hand. His head went dizzy. As he took in the smell of apple cinnamon fragrance, his heartbeat accelerated.

“Did I ever mention a shark? Did you saw it in some of my photos? If yes, nod your head,” Bing Shi calmed him down and stared at his eyes.

.....

Ziek glared unmovingly at her and started to lick her shaking hand in provocation.

Bing Shi held the displeasure in, and put more pressure on her hand, “Do you know how it’s called?”

Ziek’s lips curled up, kissing her hand, he started to suck on it hard. He didn’t want to disappear; he’ll make sure to engrave himself inside her mind, “Sharkie.”

“...” Bing Shi yanked her hand away, taking out a wet wipe, she cleaned her hand thoroughly. The happy feeling overshadowed the disgust she felt a moment ago. How could she not? There’s another proof that this soul was Xuan Mu’s. “You are so sick, just like him,” she giggled when she thought about their first kiss, “Was my hand that tasty?”

“Delicious,” Ziek licked off the remaining taste of his lips. He never knew that he got a thing for older women. They were amazing; he learned many useful things from Bing Shi. She was understanding; she let him have his freedom, yet still managed to keep him hooked to her. Remembering her touch, his whole body got excited. Ah, little buddy, calm down. “Are you going to burn your hand?” he asked teasingly.

‘Yes, definitely his soul.’

“Maybe,” Bing Shi took out a third wet wipe. “What else do you remember?” she asked pleadingly.

“I don’t think he liked you that much,” Ziek leaned his back against the chair, happy that she was still treating him as Ziek Leoners. “I never saw you in his life. Except for his work, there was only an empty house with a shark.”

“It’s my fault. I wasn’t the best girlfriend,” Bing Shi’s eyes teared up guiltily, “It had to be during my university days.”

“...Bing Sh-...”

“Grandma,” Bing Shi corrected him.

“Why?!?” Ziek touched the barrier surrounding him, “I’m almost eighteen!”

“Grandson, in my eyes, you are still underage,” Bing Shi took out another wet wipe, cleaning her hand, she giggled at his dissatisfaction, but tears fell down her eyes.

Ziek stared at her hand, which turned red from all the harsh wiping. “I don’t want him to take over me,” he whispered in dread.

“Then don’t let him take over you,” Bing Shi smiled sadly.

“Don’t you want him back?” Ziek’s heart throbbed, “You don’t care about me, only him.”

“Yes,” Bing Shi giggled, “But thanks to you, I got to know that he is fine. This information is enough.” She pointed at his chest, “I’ll just take it as him, sleeping inside of you.” She sniffed in her tears, “Aw, don’t cry, you’ll make me cry too.”

She dusted off her pants, “Before I become an ugly mess, let’s go back to the base.”

“You are pretty,” Ziek stood up and wiped his red eyes. Picking Yi Zen up, they walked back to the base.

“I bet you thought I was ugly when you first saw me,” Bing Shi smiled.

“I didn’t,” Ziek lied, “But you are like two completely different persons with and without makeup.”

“I know, right?” Bing Shi grinned smugly, “You see, one day, my mother asked me if I wanted plastic surgery as a birthday gift. You should’ve seen my boyfriend’s reaction when I told him. He went nuts. I never considered myself as an ugly person, so her offer surprised me. Somehow I became a bit insecure, hehe.”

“What?!? It wasn’t that bad for you to get a surgery,” Ziek flared up.

“Maybe for you. My mother said I’d become prettier with a small procedure like making my eyes bigger and my nose higher. Something about it being the same as getting my teeth straightened with braces: of course, I wouldn’t do it; I’m afraid of pain. And when I saw how my mother became a puffy fish after the procedure, I got traumatized for life,” Bing Shi shrugged off her goosebumps, “After a while, I got used to her new look. To tell the truth, she did become prettier.”

“What about your father? He said nothing?”

“When my mother wanted plastic surgery, he supported her. About me, he let me decide. But I could tell he didn’t want me to do it,” said Bing Shi with a giggle, “After all, I looked like him a lot. Especially when I was chubby, I was exactly like his copy.”

“You were chubby?” He couldn’t imagine it at all. Now, he wanted to see it, “Show me.”

“Say, please.”