Chapter 235: Her deskmate (04)
Chapter 235: Her deskmate (04)
T/N: Sorry for not updating for so long. I was busy and couldnt find the time to translate.
World Eight. Her deskmate (04)
For the whole senior year, Xue Yu and Su Xiangnan were together.
It was not the kind of innocent relationship where teen couples held hands, kissed and afraid of being caught and writing a review of puppy love, but the kind of getting together on the bed.
Xue Yu sometimes felt that her mind was sick.
She knew that she shouldnt indulge Su Xiangnan like that. Sooner or later, she and him would only be pushed to a dead end. However, as long as the boy stared at her with those dark eyes, Xue Yus rationality would be easily defeated.
How pathetic.
Loving someone shouldnt be like this.
However, after taking the wrong first step, Xue Yu no longer knew how to turn around.
She could only fall.
At least she could still hold Su Xiangnans hand.
The girls pale self-comfort was quickly shattered by the ruthless reality.
Because of saving Gao Xiaoqi, the parents of the Gao family expressed their gratitude and gave Su Xiangnan a considerable reward after he reached adulthood. According to Su Xiangnans personality, he should not have accepted it, but he desperately needed the money, so in the end, he did not refuse the kindness of the Gao parents.
Xue Yu also knew about this.
However, ever since Su Xiangnan received the money, his behavior became more and more unpredictable. Xue Yu vaguely knew the reason, but she was at a loss of what to do.
Later, Su Xiangnan, who had completely neglected her studies, deliberately gave up and went to a third-rate university, the kind that can be attended with money, while Xue Yu performed well in the college entrance examination, and chose the field of business management.
When she received the admission notice, she couldnt believe it.
But the joyful mood came and went quickly, because it meant that she and Su Xiangnan had to be separated.
Finally, in the expectations of her parents, Xue Yu still went to the university she had in mind.
Every holiday, she would go to see Su Xiangnan.
The two of them basically spent their time in bed.
The mans strong desire was basically vented on her.
Xue Yu wanted to change this relationship, but every time Su Xiangnan always said: Otherwise, Ill go find someone else?
In this relationship, Xue Yu was humble and weak.
The deeper the physical entanglement, the greater the emptiness in her heart.
Xue Yu had a premonition that sooner or later she would be swallowed up.
If a day was to comeshe might be able to learn to let go.
Unfortunately, Xue Yu did not wait for that day for long.
Su Xiangnans mother Su Lin passed away.
Xue Yu had met the other party a few times before, and as Su Xiangnans girlfriend, she was taken to the hospital by him to reassure his mother, but usually, Su Xiangnan didnt like Xue Yu taking the initiative to go to Su Lin, so she would only do it when Su Xiangnan called and would follow him for the visit.
Su Lin was a woman who even if tortured to the point of death by illness and her face was haggard, her once beautiful face could still be vaguely seen.
Su Xiangnan looked seven points like Su Lin.
The remaining three points, that clean heroic spirit, probably came from the father he never mentioned.
That was Su Xiangnans restricted area.
And Su Lin was the last bit of persistence in Su Xiangnans life.
After Su Lin passed away, Su Xiangnan finished dealing with his pretense future life and disappeared.
Xue Yu searched everywhere but couldnt find the whereabouts of the man. Even Gao Xiaoqi was not in contact with him.
Su Xiangnan? It seems that I havent seen him since he confessed to me.
Confessed? Xue Yu murmured in despair. He confessed to you?
Yeah, Lin Zhi happened to see ithe was angry, and said he wanted to talk to Su Xiangnan, but I dont think there is anything to talk about at all. Gao Xiaoqi smiled slightly. After all, I rejected him straight away. Although he looks really good, how could I be with him with that kind of identity?
That kind of identity?
Thats right, um Xue Yu didnt realize that she had unknowingly asked the question until Gao Xiaoqi looked at her hesitantly. Ill tell you a secret, dont tell others.
The beautiful girl stuck out her tongue, looking innocent, but the words she said were like knives, cutting Xue Yus heart.
Su Xiangnan is an illegitimate child.
His biological father is my fathers family friend. Because of his shameless mother, the family has been at odds for many years. Gao Xiaoqi said, a trace of disgust flashed in her eyes. I heard that his mother wanted to bring Su Xiangnan to recognize his ancestors back then. Its really disgusting.
Xue Yu didnt understand the grudges and grievances of Su Xiangnans parents generation, but seeing Gao Xiaoqi like this, she couldnt help asking.
Then whats the matter with Su Xiangnan?
What does his mothers actions have anything to do with Su Xiangnan?
Can he decide when and who will give birth to him?