That Person. Later on…

Chapter 11 - Trauma And Awareness

Right now, I just sat down on a stump near the forest’s exit.

It’s been three days..... all this time, I just stayed at this place. When I got hungry, I caught a rabbit or picked edible plants from the surrounding. If I wanted to go to the toilet, I using the bushes. Otherwise I had been crying the whole time while sitting on this stump.

I don’t want to do anything. It’s painful being alive.

Just as I tired from crying I somehow fell asleep.

Uuu~.....

I was in a melancholy mood when I woke up the next day. I had a dream, Sarona-san and Hero-sama was.....

..... I don’t want to remember.

A thought was floating on my head. The memory from the past.... ugh.... I thought I had forgotten everything about Aria.... but Sarona-san....

That day, once again I cried myself to sleep.

When I wake up, it was midnight. I scrubbed my eyes and absent-mindedly look up to the sky

The stars were so beautiful~.....

Before I know it, I fell back to sleep.

On the next day, I spent a whole day in daze.

On the next day, I spent a whole day in daze. I went to bed while crying.

On the next day, I spent a whole day in daze. The stars were sparkling

On the next day, I spent a whole day in daze.

On the next day, I braced myself up a little. Nuts are good.

On the next day, a monster had attacked. I Subjugated.it.

On the next day, my energy had returned.

On the next day, I washed My body and clothes in a river. I feel Refreshing.

On the next day, I went out of the forest and heading to the town.

There is a highway right after I exiting the forest. I don’t have any purpose in particular so I just walking there leisurely.

The things about Aria, also Saronasan as well, even now I almost cried whenever I thought of it. I forced to convince myself that these two will surely be happy. We won’t meet each other anymore.... Yuyuna, Ruruna,

even though we had such good relationship. I feel so sad when I think about it, but it can’t be helped because they are Sarona-san’s friend....

Face forward. Even someone like me will find another friend later!!

I’m sure..... maybe..... probably.....!!

It’s better to give up looking for a lover.....

I didn’t believe there was someone who would fall in love with me right now.

Setting that aside, right now there was something on my mind.

Is about my status. n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om

The battle at the Elf village doesn’t make any sense.... my opponent was too weak. No matter how much I was confident with my mediocrity, I can’t convinced myself right now....

Don’t tell me.... it’s not like they are weak.... but I was too strong.... no.... no way.... but....

This is the first time I doubted my mediocrity.

At that time, when a horde monsters attacked the village, I thought they were just F-rank monsters.... but maybe... they were higher.... also, I thought my status was around an F-rank adventurer.... but, is there such a thing as an F-rank monster.... I walked while wondering that endlessly but still didn’t came to any conclusion.

[Oh well, I can see that when I make a guild card] (Wazu)

I stopped to think deeply. As I said before it can be solved with a guild card. This is a magic tool which can confirmed a status of an individual. When seeing the status indicated on that, my worries will be settled. I am strong or just ordinary, I will understand at that time. It’s no use in worrying about it right now.

Well then..... I wonder what is this place. At that time I didn’t know how I ended up at the mountain..... I wonder what town this road was leading to..... if possible, I hope is not the Imperial Capital. Please anywhere except that place.....

I walked along the way while hoping so.

I thought either be attacked by monsters and bandits, but none of that occured, the distance from the forest gradually increased, I walk the road while looking at a horse-drawn carriage passing me, finally a large town came into my view. It’s surrounded by a high wall, I saw a lot of horse-drawn carriage line-up in front of the gate.

Oh! The town I didn’t know!!

I was saved...... with this the worst case scenario was avoided.

I lined-up to enter the town while feeling relived.

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