Chapter 154 - B1.7
"If you want to kill me, why did you call an ambulance right after you stabbed me and left?!" Taewoo let out all his emotion with this one sentence, and it hit Yunyu hard.
Yunyu was speechless with the previous Yunyu who inhibited this body. He thought that the previous Bai Yunyu must have been a malicious person because he betrayed both Kibum and Taewoo after playing with their hearts. But it seemed that there was more than meets the eye.
Taewoo stared at Yunyu, who zipped his mouth. He gritted his teeth as he felt that Yunyu would dodge the question again, and he would be left in the dark forever.
Taewoo gripped Yunyu's arm, his nails almost penetrated Yunyu's skin as he held his anger, "ANSWER ME!"
"I DON'T KNOW!" Yunyu hollered frustratedly.
Taewoo's grip on Yunyu's arm tightened. He hated this. He hated when he saw that innocent and confused expression on Yunyu. Because it melted his cold exterior. Yunyu knew well how to hold his heart and played with it.
"How long will you keep pretending that you are innocent? You are a liar! A betrayer! A player!" Taewoo's eyes held so much anger, but also so much pain, "Why don't you leave my heart if you just keep on haunting me like this!"
"I really don't know… I… I forget everything," Yunyu said desperately. At this point, if he kept on lying, then the problem would never be solved. Yunyu grabbed Taewoo's collar and pulled him closer, "I have forgotten about everything, you, Kibum, this world. I don't even remember what I did before."
Yunyu looked up, so he could stare at Taewoo's eyes directly. There was so much desperation in him that he couldn't pretend anymore, "Why can't you believe me? I'm not lying…"
"But… but you did so much to Kibum and me. How could you forget everything…" Taewoo's grip on Yunyu's arm loosened, "I have been dreaming about you every night. I'm angry thinking that you will do this to other men, and I'm also scared that you will never want me anymore…"
Taewoo released his grip and engulfed Yunyu with his hand desperately circled around Yunyu's body.
Taewoo sank his face deep on Yunyu's shoulder as he started sobbing, "How could you... how could you forget about me…"
"I want to make you hate me. If you don't love me, then I will make you hate me. Because I want to live in your memory, Bai Yunyu. If I can't be your lover, then make me your enemy instead. At least, I still hold on to something in your heart…"
"You are so heartless, Bai Yunyu…"
Yunyu's word was a huge blow on Taewoo's heart. His heart was shattered, and soon, he realized that he was just as fragile as Kibum. People said that he was a charming, amazing young man that would never have a problem with love.
They said that nobody would reject him. But turned out the one he loved deep in his heart didn't even want to remember him.
[Pupa: Host, your emotion is volatile right now. Please maintain your emotional stability to avoid unknown danger.]
[How am I supposed to control my emotion? I can feel how deeply hurt Taewoo is…]
[To have the capability to break someone's heart this badly, if his Bai Yunyu was me, then I have been a cold-hearted man. Or maybe I was also desperate to do something. Like what I said to Kibum before, I have to do it because I want to save 'him.' But I don't know who that person I'm saving is.]
[Pupa: Maybe that person is someone very important to you, like a spouse that you loved deeply.]
[But how come I forget him if he is that important? I have so many questions in my head right now, who is this mysterious man that I saved? What happened between me and Taewoo and Kibum in this world, and how could they have Han Ye's face?]
[What is this backup world and the Ragemeter?]
…
Pupa had no answer to any question Yunyu asked because it knew nothing about this world and Bai Yunyu's true identity. Pupa was just a system given the task to take this one person to transmigrate, and all the information it had was limited to what the HQ provided.
Yunyu also felt that he would be stuck forever in this world if he was not honest. Because the situation demanded him to be honest about everything. So Kibum and Taewoo could tell him what happened.
[Maybe, being honest is the way to clear this mysterious backup world.]
Yunyu patted Taewoo's head gently, "Kim Taewoo, I am sorry that I've hurt you. But I truly don't remember anything about this world."
"You can't forget me…. I do not allow it…" Taewoo mumbled. He still buried his face on Yunyu's shoulder.
Yunyu sighed and separated their bodies to get some space. He stared at Taewoo, who dared not looking up, afraid that Yunyu would see his ugly face after so many tears and snot, "Kim Taewoo, if you are willing, I want you to tell me our memories together. I want to relive the moment we spent together."
"Yunyu, I don't know if you will fool Kibum and me again. But my heart is still foolish enough to give you a chance."
Yunyu raised Taewoo's head by nudging his chin up. Taewoo should be in an embarrassing state for most people. The once amazing and charming man became a fragile person who couldn't hold his tears and snot.
Yet, what Yunyu saw was a fragile man who was genuinely heartbroken. Kibum told Yunyu before that it was Taewoo who tirelessly hunted Yunyu's location, like a lovesick lion searching for his only mate. Though there were countless female lionesses who wanted him, he swore his fidelity for one mate in this life.
Seeing Taewoo in this state pinched Yunyu's heart. If this was his deed, then he must be a terrible human in the past. Because his current self would never hurt a sincere man like Taewoo.
Yunyu wiped the tears on Taewoo's cheek carefully, and he tiptoed to kiss Taewoo's forehead, "I am sorry, Kim Taewoo. Please give me a second chance."
[Pupa: Ding! Ragemeter decreases to 55%.]