QT: Against My Will

171 3.19.76 – Lost on you – Downfall of Humanity

Ziek looked from her lips, down her small chest, down her sexy legs, “Dammit!” He strode towards the couch and dropped down his pants. He got so used to jerking off before her, that he did it without any remorse, “See what you are doing to me?!” He pointed at his throbbing member, “When are you going to take responsibility?!” He groaned out in frustration. He would do anything for one tiny hug! One little touch! Not speaking about how he wanted to rip off her clothes and feel her skin against his!

Bing Shi sat next to him, covering her hand with a thin barrier, she grabbed his erection, “Now?” She stroked him a few times.

“Fuck!” Ziek moaned out.

Bing Shi raised her hand covered in his cum, surprised, “That was fast.”

“Argh! I hate you!” Ziek tilted his body, leaning against her arm, ignoring the barrier, he put his head on her shoulder, whispering, “But I love you.” He quickly pecked her lips before she separated from him again.

Bing Shi stood up abruptly and pushed him across the room.

When Ziek saw her lost expression, he regretted his action. He didn’t ask for her permission, his face full of fear, “No. Bing Shi. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry...Please don’t leave. Please. Please don’t leave me. Please...I’m sorry... Please...”

Ziek hid his head in between his knees, apologizing desperately, waiting for the moment when HQ will take him away, “...I’m sorry...”

“No, It’s my fault too,” Bing Shi covered her mouth, the scathing tang from her guts were pushing up her throat, leaving behind an acidic taste in her mouth, “I shouldn’t...Ugh...” She felt her skin crawl. Rushing to the bathroom, she rinsed her mouth and her hands. Someone besides Xuan Mu kissed her, and it felt horrendous.

.....

‘What’s my problem?’

‘There was a barrier between us! ‘

It’s been three months after Bing Shi finished her main mission.

‘No matter how good an actor is, he can’t pretend forever. ‘

Ziek was constantly under her watch. She explained to him to never make such sudden action, as it seemed to trigger this reaction. She was getting used to Ziek’s presence – she didn’t have a need to put up her guard high around him. Ziek was like one of Xuan Mu’s inner sides. Stubborn and rebellious.

How could she make him succumb to Xuan Mu without taking any action herself? After gaining his approval, she finally decided to try to touch him.

Bing Shi understood. This was not a long-distance relationship. It’s hard to control himself when she was constantly near his presence. Especially after all the lewd things he’s been doing before her eyes, giving him the impression that they were quite close.

‘I’m an adult! Get a hold of myself!’

Slapping her cheeks, Bing Shi walked outside the bathroom to see a shaking Ziek sitting on the floor. Crouching before him, Ziek immediately made a distance and put back his boxers and pants, zipping them up, he apologized “I’m sorry. It won’t happen again.”

“I believe you,” Bing Shi asked, “If you had a choice, would you erase me from your memories?”

A black hoodie flew towards Ziek, putting it over his tank top, he answered instantly, “Never.”

After he calmed down, Bing Shi stood up and grabbed her red heart-shaped backpack, “Seeing you being so afraid. How are you going to move on from me then?”

Ziek took his bag and opened the door for her, “I stopped trying to move on.”

Bing Shi waited for him to close the door, so she could check it herself, “Yeah, I know the feeling.”

Ziek raised his wrist to see the time on his watch, “You’ve been checking that door for a minute already.”

“Ehm...” Bing Shi let go of the door handle, “I always count for at least one minute before letting go.”

“...” Why couldn’t she accept that she had OCD?

Both of them walked down the stairs out of the hotel. Strolling around the bustling city, they took in the surreal sigh. Hundreds of people were flying high above the ground like birds on invisible strings. The number of survivors in Central city could be counted in millions. There was no shortage of nice homes to move into as long as you removed the undead. Cell towers, plumping, water, and electricity functioned like previously. All of this was possible due to everyone’s effort. A group of knowledgable people were implementing a modern civilization system while considering everyone superpowers.

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“Smells good ??,” Bing Shi stood before a female street vendor selling baked bread, “One garlic, please.” Holding a pouch, she took out a small coin with Kuro on it and exchanged it for the food, “Thank you ??.”

Bartending didn’t work as in the beginning. The cost of everything differed. As there’s a limited quantity of nuclei, the price would keep on increasing. The previous money system had to be implemented. Now, there were coins and banknotes with Bing Shi, Kuro, Ziek, and Yi Zen on them. Plus, other characters with a high contribution.

Breaking the bread in half, Bing Shi offered one half to Ziek, “Here.”

“Can I have an indirect kiss?” Ziek asked shamelessly.

“Really?” Bing Shi took a bite of the bread and gave it to him, “Is this enough?”

Ziek accepted with a grin, taking a big bite, “I wouldn’t mind a garlic bread kiss.”

“I wouldn’t mind either,” Bing Shi ripped a piece of bread and put it inside her mouth, “But not with you.” Raising her hand, she let him have another bite.

“...” Tilting his head to take a second bite, he was too pleased with their indirect kiss to care about what she said.

After finishing their snacks, they explored the city until night. Walking the street, they passed by a few street artists.

Bing Shi halted before a young male violinist and dazedly listened to his performance. His clean high octaves sent chills through her whole body. Immersed in the music, she entirely forgot about the sulking Ziek next to her.