Love Worth Fighting For

322 First kiss *again

Self-introspection, self-improvement.

Christian keeps remembering the words said by Zwetta, even though he was eating, Christian’s mind was still working. His intelligent brain continued to process the word for word so seriously.

“Actually there’s one more thing that’s bothering me right now,” Zwetta carefully, with her mouth full of food. “If I ask you, do you mind?”

Christian nodded. “Please ask, if I can I will answer.”

Zwetta rush to grab the handkerchief that was beside her plate and immediately wiped her lips, even though she worked with weapons, Zwetta was quite smart with that troublesome table manners.

“I know you and the spoiled princess are siblings, it’s just that I feel that your love for her is too much and...”

“Too much?” Christian immediately cut off Zwetta’s. “What’s too much? Every older brother will definitely look after and protect his younger sister, just like I did. So where is the excess?”

“See, I just started talking, you’re already into action,” said Zwetta with a small smile. “Your emotional control is on a very pathetic level, Christ.” Zwetta shook her head with her best smile.

Christian’s heartbeat suddenly quickens, seeing Zwetta smiling at this moment made him immediately think of Elena. Inher happy days with Elena before all the chaos happened, Elena also smiled that wide. It was as if Elena had been so happy at that moment.

.....

“What do you really want to ask, Zee?” Christian asks again calmly.

Zwetta smiled. “Actually what made you spoil Suri too much?”

“Too indulgent Suri?” Christian repeats Zwetta’s in a slightly hoarse voice.

“Yes, you spoil your sister too much. I know if you love her so much, it’s just that I feel that your affection is already at a level that is too excessive and you must know that anything in excess is not good,” Zwetta heartily. -heart. “Why do I say you spoil her too much? It’s because of all your attitude. You are busy blaming your adopted brother ,your parents and Suri who...”

“I once killed my sister, Zee.”

“Oh..what? Making your sister die? Don’t joke, Christ. This isn’t funny at all!”

Christian shakes his head. “I’m not joking, I was a kid at the time so I don’t remember everything clearly or rather I don’t remember what I did to make my sister who was still in my mother’s womb die.”

“Wait.” Zwetta raised her hand in the air. “How do you know if you have caused your sister who was still in your mother’s womb to die, Christ? Did someone tell you that fateful incident?”

“I overheard my mom and dad talking, Zee,” Christian replies in a barely audible voice. “At that time I was eight years old, I returned to Geneva to enjoy my winter vacation .That night, when I woke up thirsty I overheard the conversation of my father and mother who were in Suri’s room.”

“Are you in Suri’s room?”

“That afternoon the three of us played too long outside, until finally at night Suri had a fever. My father and mother were in Suri’s room to take care of her.” Christian explained the reason why his parents were in Suri’s room at that time.

Christian’s head bows slowly. “At that time I was devastated, Zee. Hearing that I was the cause of the death of my younger sister who was ready to be born at that time made me very sad, I really didn’t think that I was the cause of the death of Princess, my younger sister before Suri.”

“Princess?”

“Yes, my father and mother named my sister Princess,” Christian answered quietly without daring to lift his face. “That’s why I became very afraid if anything happened to Suri, whatever Suri wanted I would immediately give it without a second thought. I will grant whatever Suri wants, that’s why when Suri was kidnapped I became very confused. crazy, I can’t think. My emotions are unstable, until finally I get a report from Kainer who found a leak of funds at Muller Finance International involving Asher. My anger at Asher grew so much that I finally exploded at that time in front of my parents which caused I had to get a cut on my forehead from being hit by a bottle from my father.”

“Jesus...you were hit by a bottle by your father?” Zwetta immediately reacted quickly, her face looked so worried and panicked.

Christian smiles sadly. “Yes and my father didn’t care about me at all, let alone come to see my condition at the hospital at that time. Call me or phone, he didn’t do it.”

“Sorry...”

“It’s ok, Zee. Right now I’m fine, that kind of external injury doesn’t have much effect on me,” Christian says flatly.

Even though Zwetta lives and grows in a world full of violence, her heart can still be soft and it hurts when she hears Christian’s words. Her natural female instincts worked immediately, she knew that Christian was still very hurt by the incident. No matter how hard Christian denies that he is fine, but his eyes which show such great sadness and disappointment make Zwetta 100% sure that Christian is not okay.

suddenly Zwetta reached out her hand towards Christian’s hand which was clenched on the table. “May I see your scar?” she asks quietly without guilt, her eyes looking at Christian hopeful that Christian doesn’t have the power to refuse such a simple request.

Christian nodded. “Yes, but only for a moment and after that you can’t talk about this wound anymore.”

“Ok, I won’t mention the wound on your forehead again,” Zwetta quickly.

“Come and see for yourself, from where you are sitting right now you won’t be able to see clearly because the wound is quite old. Although I didn’t ask the doctor to remove the scar, I’m sure that the scar is quite faint by now,” Christian said quietly. , explaining why he asked Zwetta to sit next to him if she wanted to see the scar on his forehead.

Zwetta , who was already very curious, immediately lifted her buttocks from the comfortable soft chair that she had been sitting on for almost twenty minutes and immediately moved beside Christian.

“I hope you don’t mind.”

Christian who understands where Zwetta’s then slightly lowers his head, trying to give freedom to Zwetta who wants to see the wound on his forehead. After Christian’s position is one level with her, Zwetta then moves her hand, trying to find and see the scar on Christian’s forehead.

“Oh my God,” Zwetta shrieked a little when she found the scar on Christian’s forehead that was still so obvious even though it was more than four years old. “It must be really painful, huh?”

Badump....

Christian’s chest suddenly hurts, Zwetta reminds him of Elena. At that time Elena also said the same question, without realizing Christian immediately grabbed Zwetta which was touching her forehead.

“I need your help, Zee,” Christian says hoarsely, his eyes clouded with burning desire.

Zwetta , who was focused on seeing the scar on Christian’s forehead, was surprised to hear Christian’s words, Zwetta couldn’t give any answer because she was too shocked. And it all goes so fast when Christian suddenly gets a kiss on the lips.