I’m not a Regressor

I am not a returner Episode 271:

Greed and Love (3)

Hot breath tickles my lips.

Ojin gently frowned as the soft touch took away his reason.

“What now?”

He said he would leave Ha-eun alone and make her ‘first’?

As if there was a dark cloud hanging over me, I couldn’t remember anything.

What happened on that Ferris wheel that made him make such an absurd promise?

“Oh Jin said that, right? “Just because the memory is gone doesn’t mean the facts have disappeared.”

Isabella continued speaking with her eyes shining with passionate desire.

“Oh Jin definitely said that I was more important than Ha-eun.”

“….”

I?

You said Isabella was more important than Ha-eun?

“Of course, you said that doesn’t mean you can break up with Ha-eun and date me. “I also decided to respect Mr. Oh Jin’s opinion in that regard.”

As Isabella continued, my mind became more and more complicated.

What Isabella is saying now is as if…

“Instead, you said that I was the ‘first’.”

okay.

Doesn’t it sound like he cares more about Isabella than Ha-eun?

No, it doesn’t sound like that, it was literally something that couldn’t be said without having more feelings for Isabella as a person of the opposite sex.

‘I… said that?’

Could it be that memories other than those from inside the Ferris wheel have also disappeared?

Of course, it doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings for her.

It may be a selfish thought, but there was a time when I thought I wanted both Ha-eun and Isabella.

But that doesn’t mean he put Ha-eun, his current lover, behind and put Isabella first.

It is a choice that cannot be fully understood based on the memories that remain with him now.

“So, Oh Jin.”

Isabella stared at Ojin with moist eyes.

A soft hand snaked down Ojin’s cheek and traced his chest.

A sweet temptation that feels like your reason will be shattered.

“Please love me more.”

Isabella let out a hot breath as she swallowed the words, “Better than her sister.”

My heart throbs with guilt.

The fact that these lies are being whispered to him, who had to endure the terrible price of loss of memory in order to protect himself.

The fact that, rather than healing the wound, he greedily sucks and drinks the blood that seeps out like a leech.

It becomes a sharp knife and cuts my heart.

‘What a piece of trash.’

Contempt for myself boils over.

The reward for his good will, favor, and sacrifice is such a dirty and ugly lie.

Like her sister said, she was a greedy person.

You can’t live without stealing from others.

‘It’s not too late.’

All you have to do is burst out laughing and say it was a joke and wonder if Mr. Oh Jin could have made such a promise.

If that were the case, we wouldn’t be able to see Oh Jin’s face distorted by the feeling of disconnection from his now-vanished memories.

but.

“…no way.”

but but but but.

“You’re not going to break your promise now, are you, Oh Jin…?”

Desire is the most effective cure for the wounds caused by guilt.

Before I knew it, the pain in my breasts was covered by a boiling desire and turned into a tickling pleasure.

“…Isabella.”

“I… I gave everything I had to Mr. Ojin.”

“Now wait a minute. “You gave everything?”

“….”

Transparent tears flowed down Isabella’s cheeks.

She put her hands together and placed them on her heart and spoke in a sad voice.

“Oh Jin took my first one.”

“…what?”

The accident stops.

So does this mean that he left Ha-eun and mixed up with Isabella?

“Now wait a minute. “When?”

The memory that is presumed to have disappeared now is the memory of being inside the Ferris wheel.

To be precise, they were memories of a date with her at the amusement park that day.

It wouldn’t have been her first experience outdoors during a date at an amusement park, so what she’s talking about now must be ‘another’ memory.

“As expected… you forgot that memory too.”

Isabella looked at Ojin with sad eyes.

Isabella bit her lip tightly without answering Ojin’s question about when.

“I kept believing in your promise to love me more…” “

…”

“Have you all… forgotten?”

Isabella lowered her head as if she was collapsing.

Ohjin looked at her, feeling as if his heart was burning.

Of course, Isabella could be lying to herself right now.

But just like I experienced with Ha-eun.

I could not feel any sense of discomfort in the memory of disappearing into the stream.

It was as if he had taken it ‘for granted’ that he and Ha-eun were not in a romantic relationship.

This meant that his feelings toward Isabella now might be completely different from before he used Gaecheon.

then.

If everything Isabella says is true.

What on earth was he supposed to do?

“You don’t have to find it difficult.”

Did he notice Oh Jin’s agitation?

Isabella’s eyes lit up and she stroked his cheek.

“No matter how jealous I am, it doesn’t mean I don’t know how important Ha-eun and Oh-jin are to each other.”

He whispers in a sweet voice that makes you melt.

“If you just love and cherish me a little more than Ha-eun, just a little more, that’s enough for me.”

The corners of Isabella’s mouth slowly rose.

The thought that it was done passed through my head.

Given Ojin’s personality, it would be difficult for him to refuse his offer since he even mixed it up with his body.

Of course, there were no traces of destruction on her body.

All you have to do is create that much yourself.

The pain of having her flesh torn was nothing when she thought about what she would get afterward.

Isabella waited for his answer with burning eyes.

Ohjin, who continued to worry, opened his mouth quietly.

“…sorry.”

Oh Jin chewed his lips and shook his head.

It wasn’t that I didn’t have feelings for her.

The relationship with Isabella created in pursuit of Lee Shin-hyuk’s memories has now become a precious relationship that he does not want to let go of.

However, if you have to push Ha-eun away due to your own greed.

If I hurt her.

“The most precious thing to me is my sister.”

Even if it means ruining his relationship with Isabella.

Ha-eun must be prioritized.

“I don’t know how I felt before I lost my memory.”

He lowered his head like a criminal and continued speaking.

“But at least now… I don’t want to hurt my sister because of my greed.”

“…Mr. Ohjin.”

“I… I will somehow take responsibility for taking the first one.”

I don’t know what to do to take responsibility.

“…sorry.”

“….”

Isabella looked at Ojin with trembling eyes.

“ha.”

Isabella let out a deep sigh and shook her head as if she couldn’t stand it.

“It can’t be helped. Then I am satisfied with the second…”

“No.”

Ojin shook his head.

It wasn’t something I wanted to say after just saying that I would take responsibility in some way, but I didn’t want to move on and say that if it wasn’t the first, then the second would be okay.

“That’s actually like insulting your heart.”

For Ha-eun and Isabella.

It was right to give up the selfish greed of not wanting to miss out on both.

If you don’t throw it away cleanly this time, this will continue to happen.

‘I don’t know how many more times I’ll have to use the stream in the future.’

Memories contain emotions.

What if every time a memory disappears, even your emotions become mixed up?

This kind of messy relationship is bound to end in catastrophe.

“Let’s keep some distance from now on. Until we can make up our minds.”

At this time when he had to prepare to go to the Demonic World, it was fatal to lose his relationship with Isabella, who could be said to be the party’s main force.

Still, I didn’t want to jump into a life-threatening battle with a bomb of unresolved emotions.

Although it is unavoidable, I am in a position to tell a woman who has mixed up her body to put her mind in order.

Ojin looked at Isabella, prepared to get a slap in the face.

However, contrary to Ojin’s expectations, it was not the feeling of anger that appeared in her eyes.

“…uh?”

Two wide-open eyes.

Isabella, feeling groggy as if she had seen a scene from a horror movie, got up from the bed.

Isabella climbed out of bed, threatening to fall.

She trembled and muttered as if she had lost her mind.

“Isn’t this…? “Can’t it be like this?”

Her blue pupils, which sparkled beautifully even in the dark, contract.

He looks at Ojin with eyes that have lost their luster and hesitates to take a step back.

“You said you didn’t want to miss either of them. But why?”

“…Isabella?”

“Oh no. I didn’t mean to do this. “I just…”

Scribble.

Isabella crouched down and nervously bit her nails.

Blood leaked out between broken fingernails.

“Somehow. I have to do something…”

Isabella suddenly raised her head and quickly turned around.

Quang!

Before Ojin had time to stop her, Isabella kicked down the door and ran out.

“What is this…”

Oh Jin looked at the wide open hospital room door with a bewildered expression.

Did the words about sorting out each other’s feelings have had such a big impact on her?

“…ha.”

Ohjin sighed deeply and rubbed his face.

It is said that you may know the inside of ten roads, but you do not know the inside of a person of one road.

It was difficult to understand why Isabella reacted like she was so entranced.

‘There is one thing I expect.’

Oh Jin, who was continuing his thoughts, frowned and shook his head.

The memories lost due to the aftereffects of the stream were too great to make hasty conclusions.

It was also a guess that could cause great harm to Isabella.

“First of all… we should talk more.”

They are the kings of heaven and earth, so something like this can happen when there is a mountain of problems that need to be resolved.

Ojin frowned as if he had a headache.

Jump and jump.

At that time, footsteps were heard in the hallway beyond the wide open hospital room door.

‘Is it Isabella?’

Ohjin quickly got out of bed and put on his slippers.

“Hello, Mr. Ohjin.”

Contrary to the misdiagnosis expectations, the person who entered the hospital room was not Isabella.

A handsome young man with impressive cold eyes.

One of the 12 apostles of Deneb and a member of the ‘Seven Stars’.

Allen Oscar, the star of martial arts, entered the hospital room.

“I heard that you were attacked by a ‘snake’ this time, but I’m glad you didn’t suffer any major injuries.”

Allen smiled slightly as he held out the fruit basket in his hand to Ojin.