Debut or Die

If you can’t debut, you’ll die of an illness. Episode 565

choreography rehabilitation went smoothly.

After all, my body itself was barely stretched for half a day. So just… It was only necessary to revive the forgotten part of the brain that had been stuck in the past for half a year.

‘It took just one day to coordinate the choreography for the event.’

… Of course, it was a little dizzy when I realized that the half-day stretched out was the JSA army’s meeting room.

‘They said that Cheongryeo’s life has gone to hell.’

However, I was calm.

– Nothing to worry about, but hmm… … If you’re so sorry, should you do one favor of mine to lighten your heart?

-What.

-I want you to listen to it before the release of this testa album.

dismissed.

‘Where to eat raw.’

I almost died trying to retrieve your fragments. Did you leave your conscience in the past?

Anyway, as the person himself is calm, Cheongryeo’s ‘celebrity preference’ controversy is not on the cutting board and is quiet.

It means that it is blocked like an iron barrel.

‘What a cub he is.’

My teeth grind when I think of meeting VTIC, who will be discharged next year. Before that, I put it in my brain once again that I should draw out the annual plan properly.

My head was spinning at the thought of the competing group.

Come to think of it, it reminded me that there was one more guy from a different competing group than Testa.

Even though it was a video call.

– Brother, I’m really glad… … . Wow, it sucks really… … . I’m going to have a beer with the kids today.

– But I thought I was watching a movie. You know that space movie. Was it Inter X Tela? … That’s it.

Gold 2 Kwon Hee-seung.

In the meantime, it seems that he remembered me and stuck with me, even making a video call to say he wanted to help me somehow.

– Come to think of it, our group name is the most space-like. spacer… … .

-… ??

Even though the tension was released, I was talking nonsense in the stream of consciousness.

Anyway, he was relieved of my condition and left to do his schedule.

Since we are in the same agency, I really intend to do something for this guy.

Then, what do you plan to do for Testa, who is in the same group and saved me while going down to God’s Protection?

… … Of course I had a plan.

“Once more!”

“okay.”

There is no time. This is because these guys are fully cooperating with my choreography rehabilitation right now.

‘It’s a bit excessive.’

Recently, it seems that everyone is practicing together, almost on the same level as during the training camp for the same team as < Azusa >.

It’s true that this is the best way to match the group’s dance, but honestly, I also think that I’m spending too much of these guys’ time.

“Okay, now it fits.”

“uh. I think I can do it alone now.”

“Oh~ Are you getting into the habit of trying to do everything by yourself again?”

“… … .”

I quietly shut my mouth.

It seems like this guy who is big is craving people every hour, but I can’t refute what. Isn’t it true that I almost died?

‘Let’s think about the value of life and say thank you.’

When I think of those who persistently peered at me and bestowed blessings on me, my anger subsided.

Besides, this guy is so talkative, but since he is cooperative enough to be a bit dedicated to choreography practice, I wonder if that’s the case.

I’ll stop when I feel better about it. I drank water leisurely.

Of course, this peace of mind must come from the disappearance of the system.

I remembered what Ryu Gun-woo declared with a trembling voice after checking me before parting ways.

– Not at all. brother. cleanly… Gone!

-… okay.

It was refreshing.

If there’s a slight regret, it’s that you can’t chat with him like telepathy, but that’s what modern civilization can do for you.

‘It’s not like I’m going to have a barbecue with my smartphone.’

Since then, we have been exchanging regards through phone calls and messages.

-Hyung, I paid my annual leave and came to Sokcho to play! The winter sea is pretty, so take a picture and send it to me.

Ryu Gun-woo seems to be doing well.

“You worked hard~”

“Thank you.”

After about three days like that, I was able to keep up with the practice of the special arrangement version of the new song for the year-end stage.

There were photo shoots in between, but there was nothing to rehabilitate. It’s something I did while working as an actor.

However, when I explained this fact, some members were taken aback.

“Wait, then you… … Did it all feel real time?”

“Yes.”

“Did you really debut as an actor?”

“yes.”

Still, Bae Se-jin seemed a little excited. After that, every break, he secretly talked to me about this topic.

Other than that, the schedule was being organized smoothly without any protrusions.

The life of Testa Park Moon-dae has returned to daily life step by step.

… … It might be faster because it doesn’t take a day or two to get back to normal after being bullied by the system.

anyway.

‘It’s peaceful.’

Break time. I lay down on the floor of the choreography practice room and blinked.

Except for the sense of stability that made people drowsy, it was comfortable without any doubt.

Since Ryu Chung-woo and Cha Yu-jin volunteered to get some fresh air, they went to buy drinks, so after sticking an iced coffee into their mouths, they could drink cold water and practice like a sober guy.

Click.

“I’m back.”

Oh, and just as the door opens, two guys come in.

A carrier with a drink in hand… no.

‘That looks like a box.’

He was holding a cuboid wrapped in wrapping paper.

Just as I was wondering about it, the box was suddenly pushed in front of my eyes.

“… ??”

It was not the size of an Americano to anyone’s eyes.

‘What.’

As I reflexively stood up, Ryu Cheng-wu held out the box and opened his mouth.

“It’s Moondae. happy birthday.”

“… … .”

ah.

Right. today… It was the day before Park Moon-dae’s birthday.

‘Did you pretend to go out on purpose to bring a present?’

As expected, there was no drink in the hand of Cha Yu-jin, who followed. Instead, something wrapped in a colossal size was held in both hands.

Besides, the other guys sneaked in behind them and took out something. It seemed that the two bulky guys had gone out to get it without being noticed.

“… … thank you.”

I accepted the gift box presented by Liu Cheng-wu.

When I opened it, what was inside was a dart.

It is a customized product of the same dart that we used while choosing a performance song in the last variety show.

On the tip of the yellow and wooden dart, my autograph shimmered in the reflected light.

“Actually, I thought about giving it to him on the 8th, which is his birthday, but… I think it would be better for the fans to give it to everyone during the celebration period.”

And it seems like it was good to wait, said Ryu Cheng-wu with a grin.

“… … .”

It was the correct answer.

“Let’s use this dart well until we win.”

“of course.”

The guy who is good at ranged attacks readily answered. I chuckled.

“OK. Now accept my present!”

And from that moment on, the gifts prepared by the guys started pouring in.

“doll?”

“Yeees.”

The gift Cha Yu-jin gave me was just like me.

It was an oversized tiger wearing sunglasses.

I can already see the future. this is public It will be used as a cushion substitute under the sofa in the living room.

“… You said you like apples. It also has that apple scent in it.”

“Oh, I also bought one with an apple~”

Bae Se-jin gave me a diffuser of a brand that he often uses, and Keun Se-jin gave me a sweater from a certain brand. It was a comfortable texture with a large apple picture printed on it.

It was kind of fun to see these guys pick a similar theme every time and go through the exact opposite process.

“… … dress well Moondaemun University.”

“thanks.”

I chose Man to Man as my practice suit.

And the next guy… .

“If you would allow me a little time… !”

“It’s not your birthday yet, Lavin.”

For reference, Kim Rae-bin, who was standing hesitantly in the back, said, “I’m still preparing,” and stopped him because he thought he was almost going to bow.

“Here.”

Finally, Seon Ah-hyun gave me a set of icing cookies along with a muffler.

Surprisingly… The latter was also homemade.

“Seon Ah-hyun made it?”

“… ! Is it Ahyeon?”

“I only did the decorations… … !”

“phew.”

Why do you look visibly relieved?

‘Funny guys.’

So, the gift presentation ceremony was over.

“I’ll say it again, happy birthday, Moondae.”

I looked at the bundles of gifts that were difficult to lift with both hands, and even saw wrapping papers scattered on the floor.

‘Did you bother to give it to me in the choreography practice room just because I was told when to clean it up again?’

Of course I know why.

Because it’s a birthday celebration.

It must have been to create a special feeling.

I would have tried to give it fun, considering my mentality and stability as much as possible.

“Let’s make the cake tomorrow.”

“… … yes.”

“Flavor is a secret. Even if Moondae hyung asks me, he won’t answer me.”

“okay.”

So I returned home with a bag full of unexpected gifts.

Is it because it’s only been half a year since all these things happened, or is it because I thought I might really die?

Oddly enough, the elation didn’t go away.

‘What is this?’

It’s not even a concert.

Even the happy birthday posts that were already posted on the SNS timeline I saw after arriving at the dorm boosted that uplifting feeling.

-Born in winter, a star as beautiful as snow (photo)

-It is fortunate that Park Moon-dae is in the world. The end of the year is not cold

.

All those various expressions meant, in the end, happy birthday to me.

“… … .”

Eventually I sat down at my desk and started typing on the keyboard.

For an early birthday letter.

-Hello Lover. If

I

put a puppy emoticon behind here, the sentence I always write is complete.

It felt awkward and not bad that there were many people who shared the sentiment that this formula was familiar.

-Now, even if you read the first line, you feel like me. You’ve been writing like this ever since you debuted. I would be proud if Park Moondae came to mind right away.

I hesitantly added the following line.

– And this is a letter from Moondae to Lubuer to celebrate his birthday.

A letter written by Park Moon-dae.

What sticks after that is the tone and writing befitting the image of Testa Park Moon-dae, which I have been making since my debut.

It means that I tried with all my might to look naturally gentle.

– How was the time you spent with me this year?

I really liked it, but I hope Love Viewer will do the same.

First of all, I’ll leave proof that I was good.

Now, the idol’s tone, which comes out comfortably, even ends naturally.

‘Now if I attach a picture behind this… .’

“… … .”

I stopped for a moment.

Fans actually know they’ll love the photos more.

Still, this time.

-Perhaps, normally, I would attach photos taken with the members here and visit Loveuer via live broadcast, but today I’m going to try something a little different.

as soon as.

– I’m going to keep writing.

I wrote down what came to my mind more honestly and longer than before.

-Lover.

I’m happy because I’m at Testa’s Bakmundae.

When I’m on stage, when I’m practicing, when I’m doing a concert, it’s very fun and enjoyable every time I show something to Lovers after going through a difficult and difficult process.

I want to stay as a testa for a long time.

I like the members and I like the albums we make.

No, I didn’t mean to write this to be honest.

I almost stopped typing because I was a little taken aback by the self-indulgent writing, but I overcame that embarrassment and continued writing.

Even if I fix it later, I wanted to write it down as it is now.

-Occasionally, when everyone leaves Testa’s dorm on vacation, it’s no wonder… You may even feel empty or regretful.

(Please keep this a secret.)

After finally talking about this absurdly embarrassing thing, the main point that I really wanted to write finally comes out.

-And the most important thing.

Above all, I am happy that there is a lover who reads this long article to this point.

if you are

– You.

The one who will read this article.

– There is someone today congratulating me because I am happy that I am in this world. That is unbelievably good.

In fact, it was a good thing now that I wasn’t born on this day.

just… I just realized that seeing me celebrate and celebrate my birth is an uplifting experience.

To the point where this embarrassing sound keeps pouring out.

– It’s a bit embarrassing, but I really wanted to tell you.

I pressed the keyboard hard like that to complete the writing.

And endured the grotesque.

“… … Are you crazy?”

After my debut, or since I was born, I had never written something like this early morning feeling.

‘I’m not even a teenager.’

I covered my eyes and sobbed.

but… But that’s it.

“… … .”

‘I don’t want to reduce it.’

I completely took my hands off the gearco keyboard.

And hit save.

After all, a few hours later, midnight.

The article was uploaded without editing.

-so… For this reason, I want to continue to live as your idol.

Thank you always. And I love you.

with the last phrase.

-Testa Park Moon-dae to Loveuer

* * *

“Moondaemundae.”

“what.”

“To post such a confession on the internet while claiming it’s a secret from the members is truly a skill worthy of a target idol~”

“… … .”

“Lovers go crazy over how cute they are… evil! Ahh! no praise! It’s a compliment, Moondaemundae!”

noisy.

I quickly run to my room before the others join the ranks… There was no strategic retreat.

‘after.’

Fortunately, Raebin Kim was working on the song with the momentum of being sucked into the PC, and I was able to successfully lock the door and sit on the bed.

‘Shouldn’t I have removed the member’s voice?’

… Well, it wasn’t bad to see the big guy chugging away like before.

I decided to enjoy the silence for a while, remembering that the guys who came to see it in a little while would start talking with a smirk.

In fact, the text I sent at midnight wasn’t even one of them.

widely.

I turned on my smartphone and checked the message I sent earlier.

-Happy Birthday.

– May Park Moon-dae and Ryu Gun-woo always be happy and have fun.

It was a text message sent to the big moon.

The Park Moondae I know. To the guy who has now become Ryu Gun-woo.

‘Maybe he was congratulated by his acquaintances on December 8th, Kunwoo Ryu’s birthday… .’

Still, wouldn’t it be a different taste to receive a congratulations on the same day from someone who knows the original birthday?

Just like I did before.

“… … .”

And there was a reply to that text.

-thank you.

It’s short, but it’s okay to start there.

I smiled and closed the text.

Around the time when I was immersed in emotion for such a short time.

“Moondae hyung!”

It’s a surprise.

Before I knew it, I threw off my headset and made eye contact with Kim Rae-bin, who was looking at me.

for a moment.

‘I bet this guy doesn’t intend to make fun of me either.’

But I’m sorry for doubting, this is what he called me for.

“here… I just finished it with my last task!”

“… This.”

“This is a song made with the theme of hyung.”

I accepted the headset that the guy with wide eyes was reminded of.

The delicate ringing in my ears from the laptop bursts through the sheet music.

“… … .”

“It’s a birthday present!”

wait for a sec.

I’m really grateful and it’s a gift that’s almost touching even for a guy like me, but I can’t believe this… Is this my solo song?

“Ah, I didn’t compose with a specific limitation… There are several parts that I want Moondae-hyung to sing. For example here… .”

“for a moment.”

“… ?”

“therefore… This is a song you just made with no restrictions whatsoever.”

“That’s right!”

“… … .”

I rubbed my chin.

“Rabin.”

“yes?”

“This is it.”

“… ?”

The next comeback theme was chosen.