CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

Shen Youlin was currently sitting inside her room.

In her hand was the letter given by Shen Weisheng…the letter written by Mo Roulan. It had already passed around two hours since she had been looking at the letter in her hands but she didn't open it. She didn't dare to.

Somehow she was very afraid to read the letter in her hands.

She was afraid that she would read something like she had written to Mo Roulan.

She had broken her friendship with Mo Roulan through that letter but she didn't want to read something like that written by Mo Roulan in that letter.

She would be broken again if she saw something like that inside the letter.

So for the safety of her own mind and heart, Shen Youlin decided to put the letter away somewhere without even opening it. She would keep it safe but she can't open it.

However, when she was about to get up from the bed, Shen Weisheng's words when he had left her alone revolved in her mind.

"Youlin, although I don't know what is written inside the letter, I want you to know. That girl seemed to be very worried about you."     

Shen Youlin's heart swelled with a little joy when she remembered Shen Weisheng's words. She suddenly sat back on the bed.

'If Roulan really wanted to break their friendship then why would she write a letter to her?' Thought Shen Youlin.

Why would she do such a thing for an already broken thing?

She again glanced at the letter and thought that even if it really had something she fears then what more she would lose. She had already lost so much …then why would it matter if her fear came true?

With these thoughts, Shen Youlin made her mind firm with very difficulty. However, her fingers still trembled as she opened the letter.

'Dear Youlin,

I do not know if you would read my letter or not. After all, you have already broken our friendship so perhaps you will not like the letter sent by me.

However, I just wanted to tell you that it is you who ended this friendship from your side. From my side, we are still my best friend and we will be always. I don't know what the reason is that triggered you to take such a decision today, but Youlin…please don't ever think about ending your life.

If in the future, you ever think that there is really no one in this world who will get affected by your absence, then please do remember that I still hold you very dear to my heart. I will cry if I lost you and I know that you will never want that. So Youlin…please don't do such a thing again otherwise next time, it will be me who will break this friendship.

I want you to stay happy. I want you to live your life and enjoy it like a normal girl because you are really precious to me. I really treasure this friendship. That's why I had decided to stay with you even after I found out about your drugs…'

A tear rolled down Shen Youlin's cheek as she read the whole letter but there was always a smile on her lips.

The smile never went away as she finished the letter and read it again and again for many times the whole night.

The next morning, when Shen Weisheng sneakily entered his sister's room to check on her, he found her sleeping on the bed like a log with the letter clinging to her chest.

He shook his head with a sigh as he carefully tucked her inside a blanket.

At some moment, his phone started to ring and his eyes went wide with panic as he looked at the sleeping Shen Youlin. He hurriedly picked up the call and exited the room.

He was about to scold the person for calling him so early in the morning but the person on the other side phone as soon as he picked up the call.

"Boss, I found out about Miss Shen's secret …one that your cousin sister was talking about that day on the phone."

And all the scoldings Shen Weisheng was forgotten.

The person on the other side of the phone was the same detective whom Shen Weisheng had fired yesterday. The man, however, seemed to be very persistent to work for him as he found out about Shen Youlin's secret just after a night.           

"Speak"

Shen Weisheng said coldly

A moment later, his mouth parted slightly and his eyes flashed with surprise when he heard the man's words.

After he put down the phone, Shen Weisheng turned around and looked at the door of her sister's room with a frown on his forehead for a long time.

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Shen Youlin came down for the breakfast.

She seemed to be very happy as she hummed a song and sat down on the dining table. Lost in her own happiness, she didn't notice Shen Weisheng's strange eyes on herself.

Or perhaps she noticed it and pretended to not notice it. After all, she had decided to ignore this man after he had threatened her and made her stay inside this villa forcefully.

But today, this gaze seemed to be very different. In the end, she could not tolerate it and raised her head to glare at the man sitting beside him angrily.

"What? There is something written on my face?"

She asked Shen Weisheng sarcastically.

The man awkwardly looked away and pretended as if Shen Youlin's words were not meant for him. 

The butler who was standing beside the table was already used to Shen Youlin's open words but he still can't help but smile seeing the awkward Shen Weisheng.

Shen Youlin didn't mind it. She felt comfortable when Shen Weisheng felt awkward and started to have her breakfast happily.

After she finished her breakfast, she still sat there and glanced at Shen Weisheng.

Shen Weisheng thought that she was waiting for him to finish and felt slightly happy inside his heart. He ate hurriedly not wanting to let her wait for more time lest she get frustrated.

He had read on the internet that depressed and drug-addicted people get frustrated very easily.   

However, his speed still slowed down as he suddenly thought of something.

He glanced at Shen Youlin and found that she looked ready to go out.

Go out…where? College?

After yesterday's incident, Shen Weisheng no longer knew whether he would really be able to rest assured when Shen Youlin was out of his sight.

Even at night, he could not sleep comfortably thinking that Shen Youlin would repeat her stupidity at night again. And that's why he checked on her many times last night but found the light of her room on.

In the end, he didn't get to know when he slept and as soon as he woke up, he again checked on Shen Youlin.   

'Should he hire some bodyguards to follow Shen Youlin?' Shen Weisheng thought inside his mind but instantly shook his head.

He was afraid that this move would only damage his non-existent sibling relationship with his sister.

"Why the hell are you eating so slow?"

  Shen Weisheng frowned again at his sister's language but didn't say anything. He still ate slowly making Shen Youlin feel very irritated.

"I want to talk to you."

She said with gritted teeth indicating him indirectly to finish his breakfast soon.

But the man in front of her still took his own sweet time in picking the fruits from his plate as he said

"Yes, speak"

"Alone."

Shen Youlin said quite harshly making Shen Weisheng raise his eyebrow at her behavior. Although he knew that it was natural for Shen Youlin to feel like this, he still wanted to see whether she would realize the peculiarity of her own behavior or not. 

Fortunately, Shen Youlin did.

She sighed and rubbed her face with her hands. She breathed deeply a few times and whispered a quiet 'sorry' to Shen Weisheng.

Shen Weisheng on the other hand looked relieved that Shen Youlin was really able to manage her behavior.

He knew that she didn't do drugs for quite a few days now so she would start to feel very frustrated soon and he really didn't know how he would handle her at that time.

As he thought this, Shen Weisheng put down his fork and signed the butler to leave the dining room. 

When the butler went away, he finally looked at Shen Youlin and said

"You can say what you want now."

Shen Youlin licked her lips and sighed deeply again.

She has decided something after reading the letter sent by Mo Roulan. She would not have told Shen Weisheng but she knew that she would need someone's help to hide everything from Shen family.

Although they already knew half of the things, she still doesn't want them to know anything about her future decisions.     

So she needed Shen Weisheng's help. She was not sure whether he would really help or not but she could always give it a try.

In the end, he was the only person she was left with to ask for help. 

"Mnmmn…"

Shen Youlin cleared her throat before she announced

"You see…I want to go to a rehabilitation center."