Debut or Die

If I can’t debut, I’ll get sick to death Episode 578

The emotions people felt while watching a concert without me.

It pours.

-It’s so empty… I cried because I was worried about the solo song’s VCR -I

endured an X-like January just watching the concert, but why did Park Moon-dae become X instead of me -I

gave up on Hawaii for the first concert, Crybaby Moon Daeng-Dang, but I didn’t attend the concert… This It’s real

– I can’t properly announce it, but

I can only sigh.

The disappointment of the audience at the sudden absence of a member from the long-awaited concert was as expected.

But one was different.

-Ah, Moondae Park, what are

you doing?

There was no sense of betrayal that Park Mun-dae deceptively ruined this important moment.

And the reason is premised as if it were natural in all writings.

-I know what a concert means to him… but there’s no way this could happen. Oh please

, because Testa Park Moon-dae did not live like that.

Every time you scroll down, all kinds of examples are randomly shared and quoted.

Park Moon-dae, who cries the most at concerts Park Moon-dae, who naturally finished the solo song stage even with an injured rib, Park Moon-dae, who is excitedly talking about how this setlist came out every time after the concert is over, doing a live broadcast after party… … .

– Even if you break your leg, you are a person who will go on stage.

Everything you have experienced is the basis.

I thought that my escape would be criticized more in contrast to Park Mun-dae’s past, but it was the opposite.

The track has become my guarantee.

It’s not that I didn’t do the concert, so take it for granted that I didn’t.

Park Moon-dae was on their side.

“… … .”

I read in a trance of worry and confusion and anger and anxiety.

The stories that I subconsciously take for granted that I couldn’t come out because I had a fatal reason.

after.

Heat rose from under his breath and shook his limbs.

I don’t know if it’s a thrill or goosebumps, so I looked at them in a daze.

But I soon realized the reality.

‘no.’

This public opinion exists because we do not know the exact circumstances.

I don’t know what Liu Cheng-wu said, but if ‘Wen-Dae had an emergency, he couldn’t join us today.’ If you said the right thing… .

‘… You don’t know why I fell for it.’

Then the moment you know the truth, the betrayal will be greater.

more.

“… … .”

I squeezed my smartphone hard enough to break it.

My head was spinning tight.

excuse. excuse.

‘Is it best to be sick?’

Saying you collapsed is the least side-effect and the safest way. Because I just couldn’t get up. So if that’s it… I didn’t know if they would continue to understand me like they do now.

However, I soon realized that it was practically impossible.

‘There are definitely eyewitness accounts.’

It was over from the moment I boarded the rescue vehicle wearing a stage costume and not wearing a mask.

It will come out unconditionally.

It was a fact I already knew.

Besides, to use the word “sick”, I had to skip today’s concert or pretend to be sick.

That was deception.

“… … .”

The sweltering heat cooled down.

I closed my eyes as I read those incredibly advocative articles.

It was a waste.

‘A bastard without conscience.’

It was funny that he was saying this shit because he didn’t want to be criticized when he couldn’t figure out how to compensate for the waste of ticket price and time.

‘Calm down.’

I opened my eyes again and searched.

First of all, I had to confirm what reason I was officially told about my concert breakout.

If you look at the posts posted around the beginning of the concert, they come out blatantly.

-Mundae couldn’t come on stage today, it’s crazy…

-The story of not attending the Bakmundae concert (video)

-The kids can’t speak… Oh,

in the video, Ryu Cheong-woo explained the situation with a gentle expression and a calm tone.

As I predicted, instead of lying, he said, ‘It’s not a situation where Moondae can go on stage right now. sorry.’ That’s how I ended the story.

It’s like trying not to talk too deeply about something bad in the middle of a concert that should be enjoyable.

It was a wise decision.

I also confirmed that he did not specifically tell me about my circumstances.

“… … .”

I watched the concert video without me in a daze, but soon came to my senses and moved the screen again.

‘Let’s check the refund policy as well.’

So it was the moment I was about to move to the official social media account of the company.

A new related article appeared on the page that was inadvertently updated.

‘hmm?’

It was a popular post that I hadn’t seen before because I didn’t get caught in the keyword ‘concert’.

The time is before and after I fall asleep.

The content that was posted around midnight yesterday and was highly shared was… … .

-I was in trouble with an acquaintance of Park Moon-dae, but Park Moon-dae was the last person to contact.

“… … !”

rattle.

The cot made a loud noise with my movements.

And that seems to have been heard by the owner of this hospital room as well.

The big moon tossed and turned.

“brother… awake… … .”

He poked his head out as if he had woken up by the sound of me waking him up, then looked at the smartphone screen in my hand and shut up.

“… … .”

Of course, when I looked up, I couldn’t stand it for long and the toro flowed out.

“I didn’t post!”

then?

“but… My brother’s company agreed to post.”

“… !”

“Because I got a call.”

“To whom?”

A bright answer came back.

“It’s Sejin Lee!”

* * *

“Thank you so much Nene. Then I will go as I said. … oh no Take care of yourself~”

Lee Se-jin carefully finished the call with Keun-dal and hung up.

‘It’s not that I don’t care.’

It was fortunate that he came out very cooperatively even though he was not in a hurry since he had just been rescued.

He stretched out and pictured one more time in his head what he was going to do before going to bed.

ruler… then.

“Are you done talking about your brother?”

“okay.”

Ryu Cheng-wu, still on the phone with the company, nodded slightly.

Park Moon-dae’s concerns were only half correct.

Right after the concert, it was correct that Ryu Cheng-wu explained the situation to the flagship company and mediated the conflict.

However, the situation changed after Lee Se-jin received a reply from Park Moon-dae, who rescued the big moon.

-If you wait a little bit, I think there will be other news. yes. please.

Ryu Cheng-wu had been holding back the company from trying to deal with the situation by issuing an official statement.

because.

“Then I’ll send you an email like this.”

It was because Lee Se-jin prepared something else.

The days when he wasn’t familiar with the physiology of the internet before his debut were already a long time ago.

It was a field that I had no choice but to become familiar with as long as I continued to monitor feedback after debuting.

He now understands the ecosystem enough to capture in detail how skillfully Bak Moon-dae dealt with his school violence controversy at the time of < Azusa >.

In addition, learning was faster in fields where there was talent from the beginning.

before public opinion.

‘Atmosphere and justification are important here too, isn’t it?’

Even when the board changed from the classroom to the practice room and from the practice room to the filming set, Lee Se-jin’s talents never faded.

He shook his head from the moment he received a long text message from Park Moon-dae about the situation.

It is also part of this that the company kept silent on the sightings of the rescuers and stopped the company from claiming that Park Moon-dae collapsed and went to the hospital.

Of course, Lee Se-jin also understood why the opinion itself came out.

‘I think the audience should sympathize and sympathize with the reason why Park Moon-dae couldn’t come to the concert… .’

But isn’t empathy a very ambiguous feeling?

Even in a space where only dozens of teenagers stay together, opinions are easily divided.

But how many people are all willing to explain it in an emotionally viable way? In Lee Se-jin’s opinion, that was a bit reckless attempt.

‘It can’t be maintained in the long run.’

So Lee Se-jin did not agree with the company’s words.

There is a surefire way, because you don’t have to.

What is needed is not empathy… .

‘It’s a sequence.’

up and down.

I had to make it so that people could not bear to complain after hearing the reason for not attending Park Moon-dae.

My difficulties are not a big deal. Park Moon-dae’s absence was really necessary. I had to make it worthwhile to be willing to admit that.

And he already knew one reason to win everything.

‘People’s lives are the best.’

Saving people was able to win in almost all value judgments.

And Park Moon-dae was in exactly that situation.

-structure… succeded.

I didn’t just run out because I was worried about the death of a relative.

‘Mundae was helpful.’

It should be emphasized that he was actually needed to keep people alive.

So, as soon as the phone connection with Park Moon-dae was successful, Lee Se-jin asked several times about the current situation and grasped a clear picture.

-So you narrowed the scope of the search and what you said at the end was exactly right, so Ryu Gun-woo was rescued right now, right? hey good luck

-… uh.

Then, it is enough to reconstruct the incident around the facts you want to inform.

[Testa Park Moon-dae did not attend the concert due to the rescue of the missing person… “Cooperating faithfully as the last witness”]

If the reporters called the rescuers and confirmed the details… .

-Huh

-Oh, it’s Mundae ㅠㅠㅠ

-I would have been so surprised, but I’m

glad you were rescued

safely. I had a really hard time…

The choice Moondae Park was forced to make becomes ‘concert vs saving people’.

If this is the case, choosing a concert is a waste that only matters for oneself, and Park Moon-dae made a natural choice.

It is flowing in a very difficult atmosphere to criticize Park Moon-dae.

‘Hmm~ That’s nice.’

Sejin Lee smiled.

Well, that was the plain truth.

‘I heard that he himself said that he lived thanks to Park Moon-dae.’

In addition, if it is officially reported with a layer covered like this, it has the effect of drawing a line.

There is no need to publicize how close acquaintances or sworn brothers are by appealing to emotions.

Even if it’s just a co-worker, it becomes a problem that you have to help unconditionally. How close you are is beside the point.

The focus is on Park Moon-dae, who was unable to attend the concert, and Ryu Gun-woo’s personal information is slightly out of focus.

– I hope you are resting well. I want to see you in a healthy and bright appearance at the concert tomorrow

.

So the situation ended.

Lee Se-jin smiled wryly and finally went to bed for tomorrow’s concert.

… … With a strange, nostalgic feeling like reciprocating a very old help.

* * *

-Being honest is the best, isn’t it?

“… … .”

I pressed my forehead.

Around 6:40 in the morning. Lee Se-jin, who called first, answered my question, “What is this?”

‘This nerd-like guy.’

Look at what you’ve put together. It’s obvious to anyone looking at it that everything was taken into consideration, but what?

As soon as the concert was over, you must have thought your head exploded.

Thinking about that… … It was.

I closed my eyes while watching the articles where everything I was concerned about was clearly excluded.

-… … thanks.

-no way. It was announced as truth, so why do you keep saying thank you to me?

The guy trembled a few more times. Then I asked comfortably if he had noticed that my voice had become lighter.

-Are you joining the practice room now?

without anything bothering you. It seemed that there was an afterword.

“… … .”

After reminiscing, I picked up my phone again.

It’s not that there aren’t people who curse despite the consideration the members have done.

It’s an undeniable fact that I skipped the concert live. -Give

me

your money, you bastard bastard

-Real-time breakout from the first concert

. Yes

-The missing person should have died, so he would have regretted going to the concert.

It’s annoying.

I suddenly realized

‘okay.’

It was.

At some point, after looking under the water too many times, I came to think that this was people’s sincerity.

If you remove courtesy and morality, you will have this feeling. Did you judge it so carelessly?

However, just because an expression is provocative and shocking does not mean it is true.

I tapped my smartphone screen.

‘just… There are bastards like this.’

Sometimes you can use it as a reference to make a plan, but it was funny to be influenced by it.

Because this is just a flow, it’s just a reaction.

‘It doesn’t matter if I just know that it exists.’

I threw away the page without regret and went back to the SNS I was originally watching.

New stories created by people who have my picture as their profile are pouring in.

-Mundae seems to work harder today…

I’m glad I caught both days. -I know Testa

.

“… … .”

do you know that

I thought that accumulating annual leave was a burden.

As much as that, the things that could be done were reduced, and people were not easily surprised by predicting the range of behavior of this group.

It’s getting harder and harder to get fresh attention.

So I thought the cons far outweighed the pros… .

In fact, there was an advantage that I just couldn’t feel and couldn’t change.

‘Was it this?’

It was trust.

If you’ve been doing well so far, that’s within the range of people’s predictions. That anticipation suppresses anxiety and sustains faith.

‘okay.’

therefore… I’ll have to give it back

I turned the page again.

What came up this time is my wiki.

A separate page was added to the profile with the label ‘Cannot edit users within 15 days of joining’.

-Incident accident and controversy

, but it was okay.

‘It might stick.’

You’re the fourth member of this team to have that page attached separately.

And like the guys did at that time, it was time for me to make up for it.

Let the controversy be pushed off the table.

“Big moon.”

“yes?”

“About today’s concert. I also stream.”

“… … .”

“If there is nothing to do at the hospital… Look.”

“… !yes!”

I got up from my seat.

for today’s concert.